20140821

22


I love birthdays. Comes second to the Christmas and New Year celebrations . But i've always been the type to love celebrating my closests' birthdays, i don't really care for mine much to be honest.
This year, however, has been the most pleasurable birthday yet. I've never felt such a sincere happiness celebrating.. me.
And i know it's because for the longest time, i finally found a group of friends that i feel so genuinely apart of and it was them that made my birth'week' so great.

The celebrations started just half an hour before my birthday. I had just finished work and i thought, man it would be so great to drink some wine (cause i'm getting old and all), so i asked my mum to come out and join - now my mum loves doing anything with her children but we've all got such busy schedules, we never have time :( , so right when i asked, her face lit up like a freaking christmas tree! hahaha Talk about ageing!, My tastebuds definitely aged because i like wine now? Anyways, we definitely got tipsy and my mum, being the cute little person she is, ran downstairs, ran back upstairs and was like "Surprise!, I got you flowers! But i hid it hehehhe" AHAHA I love my mum, i am so grateful to have been raised by her. I appreciate her so so so goddamn much.
Then next in the celebrations, right at 12am, 14th of August. My partner and i were going to punch some birthday cones to celebrate, and as i was walking to the driver's side of my car, my friends jumped out and scared the living shit out of me. I know it doesn't sound like much of a surprise, but this is honestly the first time i've ever had a birthday surprise! They came with a cake they baked themselves and that made me feel so warm haha We all punched more birthday cones and went to my room to sit, chill, talk and eat the cake. I ate literally half the cake they baked and definitely not because they kept guilting me, saying they spent hours making it.. no definitely not because of that. After demolishing the cake.. boom.. "hey Rivs, did the cake taste like weed to you". Yeah and that was how the night ended hahahhaah no no, that wasn't how the night ended, we chilled into the morning.. i just can't remember much after that hahah
Fast forward into the afternoon, i'm working (i don't know why i took up a shift on my bday, that's just how much i didn't care) Out comes all of my workmates and surprises me.. c'mon guys, all these birthday surprises are killing my heart hahah no more no more. I don't know what i did this year to deserve all this. I even got an early mark from work,  just so i can go home and have extra time to get prettied up for my date. Isn't that the nicest gesture ever.
My partner took me out to some fancy fancy dinner, at a French restaurant called The Little Snail. The best about Paul is that he loves to take me out and he loves experiencing new things with me - something i will never take for granted. We don't usually go out and try all these fine dining restaurants, usually just the regular run to the fine as garlic sauce of ElJannahs, and i already feel like that's special enough hahah Saying that so, at this French restaurant, we were so loud about our satisfaction in their dishes AHAHH we were like "OH GOD.. MMHMMMMMM WHAT IS THIS" "THE FLAVOURS ARE MELTING INTO MY TASTEBUDS AND HAVING SEX WITH IT" "SHIT.. FUCK" "HOLY JESUS" "WHY DONT WE GO OUT FINE DINING MORE" (Cause we're broke uni students). And that was how my night ended, with a great dinner with my partner.
The next day, i spent it with my dad and his family, having the occasional asian breakfast, YumCha. I love talking to my dad, he always genuinely wants me to strive for the best in something I LOVE. Whenever i'm having a mid life crisis, like any 22 year old, I always go to my dad for some inspirations. He's my rock man.

This was a longggg post about just my birthday! But i just wanted to express my very heartfelt 22 birthday. I've never felt so happy and content with all the circles of my life and i just wanted to share that.
I love my friends, my family, my workplace, my partner.

20140604

♫꒰・◡・๑꒱ゞ♫꒰・◡・๑꒱ゞ♫꒰・◡・๑꒱ゞ #currentjams ♫꒰・◡・๑꒱ゞ♫꒰・◡・๑꒱ゞ♫꒰・◡・๑꒱ゞ

Kilter - Hold Me ft. Youth
Giraffage - R.Kelly's Ignition remix
Porter Robinson - Sea of Voices, Sad Machine, Lionhearted
Kygo - all remixes
Toriku - Mind Craze
Youan - Saturne's Little Freaky Things
Apollo Brown - Tao Te Ching
4 2 ☹ t ∆ p e s - Japan Forgetting U

20140503



“She was a whirling light to me then, all paradox and enticing mystery, street-tough one moment, then lifted by a lyrical and poetic sensitivity that few retain past early adolescence.”

Mind Craze


Hola!

Currently:

  • brunette - i've ditched the blonde after 3 years on that bandwagon! 
  • back to university after having a 2 week holiday of madness
  • delving in too many perspectives after that 'trip' at the Easter Show in the holidays
  • interning with Little Hero PR
  • the new marketing manager assistant for AOS corporate company - just got hired and start on Monday! 
  • regretting not strengthening my immune system when i was younger.. I've been sick nearly everyday since the winter breeze entered. Come on mum. Come on. 
  • discovered that i've been depriving my skin of natural skin products. Skin has been more fresh than ever! (Been using LUSH products) 
  • obsessed with YOUAN, TORIKU, BASENJI, GIORGIO MORODER (just discovered tonight)
  • devastated that i missed out on Splendour 2014 tickets - so goddamn sad
  • but looking forward to One Night Stand, Armin Only, Japan with the family 
  • rewatching all of FILMCOW's skits
  • blazed

20140408

"Have you ever wanted to kiss someone so badly that it hurts your skin?"

20140404

Unsteady


Currently:

  • Obsessed with X Ambassadors' Unsteady
  • Still at agency but only once a week due to unnecessary hours at university
  • In saying that so, am currently living off savings
  • Looking to find flexible work hours as a cool bartender
  • Paying off millions of uncalled for toll fines - WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS?!
  • Studying maths all over again for one of my units - have not touched maths since i dropped that subject in year 10
  • New found love for Junot Diaz through his book This Is How You Lose Her - some lines i highlighted:
  • -“And that's when I know it's over. As soon as you start thinking about the beginning, it's the end" 
  • -“but back then, in those first days, I was so alone that every day was like eating my own heart.” 
  • -"He used to sleep with my hair over his face. He used to say it made him feel safe"
  • Still can't get over the amazing experience of ASOT650 - something about travelling overseas with a bunch of friends to attend a festival and to indulge in music, that will send you nostalgic feelings off the radar later in your life
  • Maybe it was that trip to Malaysia for that festival or the just barely passed essay i just received back (i never just barely pass in my essays :(!..) but feeling very reluctant at life
  • Needing motivation
  • Still waiting for Peter Pan to take me to Neverland. 

20140302

PAOLO NUTINI - IRON SKY


I can't express how excited i am for Paolo Nutini's Caustic Love album. I've literally been waiting for him for years, and fuck, this performance.. fuck.